3rd September 2013

I want to start writing. But not in this blog. It's going to be another blog. That another blog, it's going to be transparent. Not like this blog where i hide behind those words. But i'm not strong enough to reveal it all. Not just yet.

the line, the way.

tak semua orang pernah main kapal terbang kertas. ada yang tak pernah pergi sawah padi..

bila dah boleh berfikir, kebanyakkan nak masuk universiti. nak ada kereta besar. nak ada rumah sendiri yang ada kolam renang dan laman boleh buat BBQ.

aku tak tahu apa kau nak. apa cita-cita kau. tapi kau kena ingat;rezeki tak datang bergolek..

kalau orang panggil kau kerja bagi gaji RM2500.00 terimalah. kalau dia sanggup ambil kau yang tak ada perngalamn bekerja tuh, siapa kau nak tolak..

kecuali lah mak bapak kau boleh sara sampai kau jumpa perkerjaan pertama kau dengan gaji RM4000.00.

selamat berjaya binatang berotak.

where are you?

i can't find you. i tried to contact you; went ot voicemail.

if you read this, please do know that i am looking for you.

i will. :'(

kenapa november?

ya aku punya tatu. tatu yang aku tak pernah kesah & tak pernah minat nak buang.

aku tak pernah kesah dia ada di badan. aku tak pernah hari-hari tengok dia. aku tak pernah bangga. aku tak pernah benci.

aku tak tahu perlu rasa apa bila tengok tatu aku.

tapi kau bukan tatu di badan aku. aku punya rasa kuat setiap kali kita bersama. aku tak mampu lahirkan apa rasa tu.

kalau kat macam tatu kat badan aku; dah lama aku buang.

Aliteracy.

I think I like to complicate things when it is really quite simple. I think too much & eventually I created a problems that wasn't even there in the first place.

I'm thinking; can I or can't I.

Then, I just realised both are just right.

I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you're not; I hope you have the strength to start all over again.